I have no words.
The past week I’ve been working through this awful time with words. Tonight I have none.
My mother passed away today. I expected relief. Instead there is emptiness.
This whole evening the house has been dominated with people doing busy work. People hoping to be useful. I find an almost visceral need to make them all be still. All I want is silence.
My mother lost her words at the end. I now seem to have lost mine.