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Monthly Archives: February 2011
Fighting, literally, through grief.
Wow. I just had a big fight with my sister… the biggest one we’ve had since we were kids. Apparently our grief involves yelling at each other. We had a rollicking fight that ranged from guilt to repressed anger to … Continue reading
Posted in cancer, death, grief, mom
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Working through it… or just distracting myself.
Wow… back on the job this week. I feel like my brain has atrophied. It’s all I can do to get a bit of work done, get the kids in bed and fall into bed myself. Yet I still can’t … Continue reading
Time… grief… and being orphaned.
My mother died three weeks ago today. As I reflected upon that number today I came to the conclusion that time has no meaning within grief. It feels like I have aged at least a decade in those short weeks … Continue reading
Posted in Uncategorized
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It’s okay to cry… but who has the time?
I’ve had some very well meaning advice as I work my way through this period of grief. One of the most common has been that ‘it’s okay to cry.’ True. It is… but not, apparently, when you are a parent. … Continue reading
Posted in death, grief, motherhood
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Not Ready….
I have discovered there are limits to my emotional stability at the moment. My memory of yesterday pretty much stop late afternoon when I unpacked the family bible. The rest of the day is almost a blank. After just a … Continue reading
Going Home…
I’m lying in my bed… or I guess the bed in my old bedroom… on the last night I’ll ever spend in my mother’s house. I have been desperate to leave all week but now that I’m almost going home, … Continue reading